i miss mel all so much. i really miss her a lot. i miss saint nicks. i miss the fun, the laughter and the madness. i wanna go back there. i want to wear that blue pinafore, i wanna eat orange bowl, i wanna say the lord's prayer every morning and have math lessons with mrs yeo. i miss everyone. i miss all my girlfriends. every one of them. take me back there.

fell sick for the past few days. the world seems like its spinning. make it stop will you? stop thinking too much girl! a date with adrian my silly lil guy tomorrow. whee. looking forward to it.

put a smile on my face, love (: